Log in

No account? Create an account
< back | 0 - 10 |  
jeena [userpic]

.arguments- my daddy <3

February 14th, 2011 (10:42 pm)

current mood: drained

Today my parents had an argument.

it was about my dad getting a job. Right now he works online, building websites and what not. My mom works as a secretary. They make basically the same, and its not very much. mom makes more than dad.
They've had this argument before, but i was home at the time..
This time i was at my dance class, like every monday that i am. but when i came back, the house was like, empty.
actually my mom was with my brother in his room, hes only like, 7 so she was lying down with him.
i said to her, "mom? wheres daddy?"

she told me that they'd had another fight over his job. I went looking for him. His jacket and boots were inside (its snowy outside) and the car was still in the garage. i was partially upset.

i went outside and started to call for him .. no answer. i walked around the block , twice. then i went down the lonnggg street, to my grandmothers house, and sat down on the porch. I didn't wanna bother her, so i walked slowly back to my house. i was crying long before then though. I was calling over and over "daddy! daddy!"

as i i was nearing my house i was still yelling, but i heard my dads voice, distantly, calling me as well.
i ran straight to my house, tears rolling down my cheeks and hugged him. i missed him soo much and i'd seen him only hours before.

he told me he was sorry for disappearing, and said he was sitting in the van (in our garage) the whole time. i hadn't seen him.
he told me he was sorry i had such a messed up father. but i shook my head and told him he wasn't, and that i loved him a lot, and that i'd miss him so much if he left.
by then i was freezing, but he hugged me and took me inside, where him and me and mom all hugged, and from nowhere my brother came too...
i don't really remember what he said, i was crying too hard and had a bad headache.
but right now, i'm just going.. going to go get some hot chocolate, and i'm glad my daddy's back home and safe with me

jeena [userpic]

3 Days Late... {RESOLUTION}

January 3rd, 2011 (04:18 pm)

current mood: peaceful

Hey to anybody whos reading this! I'm like, 3 days late for saying this but... HAPPY NEW YEARS!
so... this means i have exams now doesn't it?.. great....

Oh, but thats not why i'm writing this.. o___o I SWEAR ITS NOT. I'M NOT COMPLAINING ABOUT EXAMS D8 I HOPE. think.. uhh.. yea, i think.

I'm talking about my

Ive decided that this is all stuff that i don't care if anybody who randomly comes accross this knows. LOL (yes I fail i'm sorry...)


-Finish what I start (I mentioned this in my last post here)
-write (AT LEAST) one book (either rough draft or the full thing, doesn't matter)
-Spend more time with my boyfriend

Umm... i think thats it...

There might be more, but thats not really important huh? XD



jeena [userpic]

Starting and Finishing

December 5th, 2010 (12:06 am)
current mood: creative
current song: Onoken - Piasolute

Okay, so we've all started something, but never really got around to finish it right? Whether it be homework, drawings, knitting, writings, books... You might pick it up in a few years, look at it and be like, oh, i was meaning to finish this! It never gets done though, does it? 

Well, for the next month, i'm going to finish as many things that i once started as i can. I want to make them good tho.

So all december long, i'm actually going to FINISH something. Many somethings. Wow. Am I going to go through with it? HELL YEA.

Here's my list that I want to finish for the month of december:
     -My homework (geo, math, english, french, everything)
     -At least a chapter or two (maybe three) of my current novel
     -All my secret santa things (editing, writing, you name it)
     -I want to finish the weightloss program thing that i started with my friend, it has potential!
i'm probably gonna add more as i go, i'm sure theres more, but i can't remember it atm ..

so what about you? what are YOUR goals for this month?


jeena [userpic]

Writer's Block: That's good eats

November 28th, 2010 (07:00 pm)

current mood: peaceful

What was your favorite childhood meal? Do you still love it? Does it taste as good as you remember it?

When i was little, I'd always eat chicken nuggets.
I still like them occasionally, but I'd never eat as many now as i did back then. haha. ewww..

jeena [userpic]


November 25th, 2010 (05:35 pm)

current mood: numb

well i'm kinda upset right now...
i found out we have to move. and its not because we want to. my family's going bankrupt.
i saw my dad cry the other day. second time in my life. he said he was sorry for not being able to keep the house. he tried everything, but we aren't making enough money to keep it.
i've lived in this house my whole life, so its really upsetting.
thing is if somebody we know buys the house we *might* be able to rent it. i don't know but that sounds really... i dunno, not right.
i guess maybe moving won't be too bad. we aren't probably gonna move too far away. hopefully it'll be close by. maybe we'll be close enough to even keep the same phone number
we live in the country, and so i really don't wanna move schools..
heyyy anybody wanna give me a winning lottery ticket? :'D
i wanna get over this soon. i know a lot of people move all the time, but i've lived here forever, all my life, we've owned this house for 20 something years too, so...

haha y'know what? my life might make a pretty good movie/book.
maybe i'll write about it someday. my friend and i already had this idea before, so maybe we'll actually do it this time.

also anybody who actually reads this, know how to tell somebody you don't want to hang out with them anymore ? ( as in a friend, not a lover r anything )
i'm kinda too nice to just tell her off.



jeena [userpic]

From the heart.

November 16th, 2010 (11:45 pm)

current mood: thoughtful
current song: Sheena Grobb

Inspired, i wrote a small rant to everybody. I mean like, everybody. I hope it inspires you all too.

      Lonely souls wander through all that is. They will someday find something worthwhile, but they are tortured with grief and covered in petty lies. They don't realize they create their own future, bringing the world to their feet. Their thoughts manipulating all there is, bending it. That is why everything they see is so ugly to them. Thats what they are bringing to them.
     Imagine what would happen if that could suddenly change. A simple change of thought is all it takes. Oppertunities seem to be around every corner, a shining light at the end of every hallway. They brighten up the people around them, cheer them up, and people see them as inspiring and full of love.
     This is the kind of person we all truly want to be. Disturbed humans may look down upon them, not understanding how people can love them so much. They harbor such hatred that they lose sight of what they should really be doing.
     Nobody's life is so miserable that they have to be depressed, and nobody is so worthless that they should be looked down upon.
     If you find you might be in the first group, try to look at things differently. Consider other peoples views if you can't agree with them. Think before you say something, could it mean something to them? It may be something simple and pointless to you, but it might actually bother the other person.
     You should never put somebody down, even if its just a joke. Do it too much, and people will have that thought engraved in their minds, believing it themselves, even if its not true. Learn to forgive people.
     Please no more stupidity people. Let's all do something with our lives. What are you going to accomplish if you are always spreading rumors about people, making lives miserable, and killing yourself at the same time? It would mean nothing. I guarantee that you are not nothing. You might not have any outstanding qualities, but you are not a failure of any sort.
     If you believe in God, you should know you are his divine creation, something that was created by perfection itself.
You're perfect the way you are. Never change lose sight. If you do, come back to the light. You don't deserve to live like you are crap. You're worth something. Always.


jeena [userpic]

Writer's Block: Passing the time

November 15th, 2010 (07:28 am)

current mood: blah

What's your favorite thing to do on long car rides?

Listening to music or watching a movie. I usually just stare out the window and listen to music though. Maybe i'll sleep too.

jeena [userpic]

Writer's Block: In the jungle

November 14th, 2010 (10:05 pm)

current mood: peaceful

Which animal would you choose to be for a day, and why?

A Cat.
I would be able to laze around all day..
ahhh the life...

jeena [userpic]

Writer's Block: Time for a reboot

November 13th, 2010 (09:43 am)

Which phrase would you choose to replace the ubiquitous "Have a nice day" phrase?

Get a life.

i think that would be kinda funny, maybe rude, but either way. Funny.

jeena [userpic]


October 9th, 2010 (03:52 pm)
current mood: accomplished

kay so
took a while i know

heres the before picture

ok well first thing is... OMG its TERRIBLE.

i started by making the bed, organizing my drawers, and finally, cleaning and vaccuming the floors

heres the result (took me like 3 weeks o__o)

so i still have stuff on the bed that i gotta put away, but its a LOT neater. i even got my dad to put up shelves for my books, so they don't lay on the floor and in my closet anymore o:

remember, JOIN THE DOLLARS!!!


pass: baccano

I need to remember what i was gonna do for my second thing o__o

will update when i do come up with something! 8D


< back | 0 - 10 |