current mood: drained
Today my parents had an argument.
it was about my dad getting a job. Right now he works online, building websites and what not. My mom works as a secretary. They make basically the same, and its not very much. mom makes more than dad.
They've had this argument before, but i was home at the time..
This time i was at my dance class, like every monday that i am. but when i came back, the house was like, empty.
actually my mom was with my brother in his room, hes only like, 7 so she was lying down with him.
i said to her, "mom? wheres daddy?"
she told me that they'd had another fight over his job. I went looking for him. His jacket and boots were inside (its snowy outside) and the car was still in the garage. i was partially upset.
i went outside and started to call for him .. no answer. i walked around the block , twice. then i went down the lonnggg street, to my grandmothers house, and sat down on the porch. I didn't wanna bother her, so i walked slowly back to my house. i was crying long before then though. I was calling over and over "daddy! daddy!"
as i i was nearing my house i was still yelling, but i heard my dads voice, distantly, calling me as well.
i ran straight to my house, tears rolling down my cheeks and hugged him. i missed him soo much and i'd seen him only hours before.
he told me he was sorry for disappearing, and said he was sitting in the van (in our garage) the whole time. i hadn't seen him.
he told me he was sorry i had such a messed up father. but i shook my head and told him he wasn't, and that i loved him a lot, and that i'd miss him so much if he left.
by then i was freezing, but he hugged me and took me inside, where him and me and mom all hugged, and from nowhere my brother came too...
i don't really remember what he said, i was crying too hard and had a bad headache.
but right now, i'm just going.. going to go get some hot chocolate, and i'm glad my daddy's back home and safe with me